I will see my future as a total loser, because I can’t catch hold of any chances.<\/p>\n
Just like the badminton game today, while others are playing happily , what I can do is just stand beside and mope, about an hour long or so.<\/p>\n
What can I do in the future? I know according to my charactor, I will do nothing at that moment, I won’t let a man down, to say nothing of a woman. And that’s what I am.<\/p>\n
Quite oppisite to what I was taught in my child time, that we should care about others, and that to be modest is the most important. But can I see the modest now? Maybe some of them are, but a lot more are just thinking of themselves, I bet.<\/p>\n
Let these poor thinkings gone, tomorrow will be another brilliant new day!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"